In the midst of the pain and the uncertainties I am dealing with, I find ways to help me stand tall, as a reminder that this life, although unfair at times, has a greater meaning, one that I cannot comprehend sometimes.
I may be a woman with faith strong enough to move mountains. There are times, even the strongest are tested to see how they will hold up. There are days I feel like my soul has been battered and bruised, and left out in the cold. But for every dark day, it is surely followed by 10 brighter ones. Just enough to remind me that even though, darkness has fell upon me. God has showered me with days of happiness and filled my heart with peace even though the unknown surrounds me. The thing is, we don't know what to expect in this life of ours. There is no reason to burden our hearts with the unknown.
I took some time from blog land to "find-myself" and get back on the bandwagon. What did I do? I focused my energy and time, chasing my dream. These past few days, I let my passion for life win me over. I took picture after picture. I booked photo shoot after photo shoot. I lost myself in the one thing that I can call my own, the thing that makes me, me. I realigned myself with God and focused on His plan for me. I met with the executives of the Children's Ministry to take on a leading role that I am so excited about. A bit over whelming at first being in charge of a crew of people since I feel like I'm always the one being told what to do. But I know God has set a path for me to be a leader and I am thankful.
So for those who have been emailing, msn'g, or calling. I am good. Thank you for your thoughtfulness. And I wish there were more people like you guys in the world. Please continue to keep my mother in your prayers, her surgery to do a hysterectomy is today. Until then, check out my Artistic Maternity Shots.